Dear Avery,

I am in a funk, and I don't how to get out of it, I know somehow I will, but this is what grief is, it comes in waves and this one is certainly taking me under.  I miss you so much, there are so many reasons I could list to tell you why I miss you, but you had the best seat in the house, you can read my heart, because that's what you heard for 9 months and you have the best seat in heaven, surrounding us all with love, but I want you here, with me, with us, in my arms.

Miss you my little man, miss you so very much.